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Dec 27, 2008

Singleness

Posted by yanilea |



There are times that I cannot escape to the idea of how bad being single is, not that really bad but there are disadvantages of not having a partner. In every situation there are advantages and disadvantages but let me tell you few disadvantages of being one.

1. No one to carry your bags when you’re going shopping
2. No one to help you choose which sandal suits to you
3. No one would assist you when you are riding a vehicle
4. No one to tell you if the dress you wear looks nicely to you
5. No one to call you just to say goodnight
6. No one to wake you up with a text message of good morning
7. No one to visit you when you are sick or something is happening to you
8. No one to check if you have arrive home safely
9. No one to remind you to eat every meal
10. No one to scold you when you stayed late at night
11. No one to hug
12. No one to kiss
13. No one to share your deepest emotions
14. No one to listen to your every word
15. No one to cry on
16. No one to fetch you up at the office
17. No one to stare at you for a longer time
18. No one would say ‘I love you’
19. No one to give cards and letters and flowers
20. No holding hands where you feel safe
21. No one to love
22. No one to spend time together

These are just what my heart tells me so at the moment, but this does not mean to be true at all times, these statements could change any time until I fall again.

Dec 26, 2008

Our Grand Night

Posted by yanilea |







Our company's Christmas Party took place last December 20, 2008 in a distinguished restaurant in the City. It run very well with gowns and coat and tie worn by my respected co-workers (I'm in the white gown). Everybody looked so fabulous and elegant so I make sure to keep some pictures of the said event. Above are few copies for you to view.

Nine Mornings

Posted by yanilea |

It's been a tradition to every Christian to welcome the Birth of Jesus Christ every year at Christmas Season and it is celebrated for nine mornings. I'm one of those devoted Christian who believe with this. To some it takes a lot of effort to do so, waking up at dawn and staying awake early to hear everyday mass and experience the cool breeze enough to remind that Christmas is really here. Some find it discomforting to stand outside the church while attending the mass due to being late,it's true that mixed emotions are taking place at the thought of participation of the Holy mass. Some are excited that there wishes would come true and some are just happy knowing that there love ones are with them during this time of the year. In my own, I religiously attend this kind of activity because I feel so honored that I am one of the sons of God whom I faithfullly believe that He will be happy upon seeing me welcoming Him and celebrating His birth. I'd just thought it would be a wonderful gift to Him to thank Him for all the blessings throughout my whole life.A feeling of completeness is within me thinking about this. And because I completed the nine mornings I can say that It's indeed a Merry Christmas.I Could not ask for more this Christmas, His presence is enough. Happy Birthday Papa Jesus. I love you.

Dec 4, 2008

Sometimes late at night

Posted by yanilea |


Time flies so fast and Christmas season is here, it's in the air! People get so busy decorating their own houses and filling it with Christmas lights and Santa figures. How exciting could that be that the favorite time of the year is finally here, favorite foods to prepare and to be joyfully shared with special people later, gifts uniquely wrapped are to be exchanged, and site seeing of wonderfully crafted Christmas inspired spots in the city. Truly magnificent time of the year.But this time also makes me remember of the past, a special person who would probably not come back. Last night, I was in tears I don't know why I still cried for him. It had been 8 months that I don't see him or have a news from him. We don't have a deeper communication. The sad thing occurs last night, I miss him badly! How could I ever forget him? I was in deep pain thinking he is miles away holding another arms. And the thought that I'm holding my own hand to keep me strong and compose makes me weaker, he can't hold my hands anymore! The point is I have to be strong, on my own, by my own, cause who would take care of my heart now? Except for myself, that is why I'm telling myself 'Hold on Yani'. I have always cling to God at this tough times, I keep questioning myself of when will I finally be okay?

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